Morning Routines (Love Thursday)

We all have our morning routines.  Sometimes these routines are more important than others.  I know that when I have a particularly busy day ahead of me, my morning routines become very important.

I also think that it's important to make sure my morning routines actually help me prepare for the day ahead.  I try and include some private time to contemplate things, and to make sure I am centered and mentally prepare.  I have my RL routines, and as strange as it may sound, I have my SL routines also.

I have dogs in RL and in SL.  I walk my RL dogs in the mornings, and for my SL dog, we have a ritual we like to do.  Believe it or not, it actually helps me prepare for whatever my day has to throw at me.

Funny thing is, that if I was able to live someplace similar to where I live in SL, this is exactly what I would do every morning.




It really is amazing how a virtual swim around my island, really does have such a wonderful affect on my day.

I guess it really is the simple things in life.

Have a wonderful Thursday Everybody!

Funny think happened....

...on the way to...social networking.

I had an interesting little thought the other day.  I was perusing Plurk and there was a little note from someone about what they were doing.  Cleaning out a desk I think it was.

Now, normally I get a bit pissy about stupid shit like that.  I have a niece on facebook that post about EVERY LITTLE THING SHE DOES during a day.  Frankly, I don't care that you just woke up, and brushed your teeth.  (Of course she only does that because she posted about how she woke up one day, had breakfast and everything else she did to get ready, and did NOT brush her teeth, so I gave her hell *chuckles).

Anyway, I have facebook for RL, and Plurk for SL.  I can barely stand Facebook, but I do love Plurk.  Yes, on Plurk, people post about what they are doing, and I accept that.  I think it is because all my friends on Plurk are SL people, and there is a certain amount of "this is just about having fun and being silly with friends" that I accept with this group.  We are all sharing a very strange and exciting experience in Second Life, even if we are not all on each others friends list inworld.

But what really just made me laugh my ass off the other day, was again a plurk about cleaning out a desk, that deteriated into a plurk about sex toys.  I was just laughing so hard, and it was somewhat typical of this group of SL people.

I have never seen that happen on Facebook, although I bet some people could tell me it does.  Because Facebook (or MyFace as my older sister calls it) is mostly Real Life (unless you have an SL Facebook, which it seems more and more are doing that) and Real Life public chatter rarely degenerates into sex toy discussions, or surprise buttsecks (unless you are in a public restaurant in NYC with your 3 best girlfriends, but I digress).

I like Plurk for many reasons.  I like its format. It is easy to manage, easy to follow many people, and has a certain amount of customization that you can do.  Facebook drives me crazy, and as technical as I am, I still have issues with it.

But its more than just the "interface" of Plurk that I like.  I think it's the people that are there.  Sure I have my "fans" from indonesia, but for the most part the people that I follow, and that follow my plurks are all from Second Life.  It's almost like we are just one big family.

Now of course every family has issues.  As much as we all are non-judgemental, we also have times when we are VERY judgemental, even on what I would consider very stupid stuff.  But, for the most part we as a group, are very loving, caring, and fun people.  We even have our factions from what I can tell, but that is expected with any large family.

I thought it was interesting that Plurk added an option in the "where are you from" part of the Plurk profile for "Second Life".  I read somewhere that Second Life members were the largest "subgroup" of people on the service.  Just shows the power in numbers!

Anyway, as with Second Life, there is a certain amount of freedom that people feel on thier Plurks, and that is what I really find interesting about it all.  What do people do when they feel free?  Free to express themselves, with minimal judgements, and hopefully no impact on thier Real Lives.  Does it bring out the true selves? Does it give people the outlets they do not have in RL?  I think it does.  And that is what makes it sooo interesting, and soooo much damn fun!

So why am I writing all of this?  Well, I just wanted to say thank you too all my plurk friends, for even if we are not "friends" in Second Life, I enjoy you being on my timeline, and hope that I contribute as much to yours as you do to mine.  Yes, even you in those "other" factions.  You are part of the family, and that makes you special.

Have a wonderful day and always remember, family sticks together!

We Use Botox

Look at us...we are ecstatic! Can't you tell? NO? It's cause he talked me into botox. *rolls her eyes*

I have a couple of those emote huds, but they look so unnatural (except when Cole is screaming for his life - those pics to come later!) Maybe, just maybe, there will be a way to add a smile, or an emote that looks a bit more real in the future?
Shockingly, I stood around and threw some clothes on. I figured a couple pics might be cool, since I really liked the way the look turned out!

Please don't expect some lavish write up about outfits. For now, those days are behind me (I never wrote "lavishly" anyway.) So, he's wearing a shirt from Aitui (I don't even know if I have the spelling correct.) He's also got on hair, tats, and jeans. Amazing! I am wearing the following since I know it's more important than his outfit:
hair:
<< Discord >> Prim Hair [ MIKAGE ] Black&Gray
bracelet:
:: Exodi :: Autumn Bracelet
blouse:
[LeeZu!] Valerie Blouse /rust
shoes:
[LeLutka]-TEESE shoes/darkred
scarf:
Maitreya Long Scarf * Sangria
bra:
[CoL] - Gift - Black Lacy Lingerie
jacket:
fri. - Military Jacket (Army)
pants:
fri. - Trousers (Khaki)
..~love me or leave me~..

Letting go

No one ever said change was easy, but often necessary. I have taken some time to deal with things, and I need a lot more, but time will come, change will come, and, hopefully, good things, too, will come. To move forward you need to let go of the past, not always the easiest thing to do when you have invested your emotions in people who have disappointed you one way or another. I need to let go...I've heard it from so many. Let go, to allow yourself to move forward....let go, and trust that there is someone who cares and will be there for you.

When you trust and open yourself up, you give so much and always risk the possibility of hurt. Is it easier to close yourself off? To some degree, yes. However, the opportunities and events you miss out on often out-weigh any possibility of hurt. Because, without pain and sorrow, the joy of life would not be as sweet. Cherish good moments and good people...let go of the evil and the shit.
I've learned that I have a strong capacity to hate, HATE with everything inside of me. I've had days of extreme bitterness and spite. I never knew it was in me...I now know it is.

It's time to let go...and I am...moving forward..."I wanted to forget, I'm trying to forgive"...Without You, Breaking Benjamin. The latest release from them is amazing. Listen, it's worth it.

BOOBS...

Got your attention? Of course I do! lol

Before I start, I just want to thank Al for letting me do this...for giving me the opportunity to still blog, but without my ever notorious need to be perfect and obsessive. Just you watch, I'll take over his blog in 2-3 days! j/k! Thank you for believing in me.
Now, let's get to it...let's talk BOOBS! Cause, OMG, that's all I've been hearing about lately! If you have been living under a rock, which, in a way, I kinda have...but, even I heard about the new Emerald Viewer release and this whole option of jiggly boobs! I'm not even going to get into my opinion of the viewer, but I have one. To get an idea of different viewers, take a look a couple of posts down...Al did another fantastic job reviewing! Anyway, oh yes...boobs...so, listen ladies...if you're IMing him and it's taking him a few minutes longer to respond than usual...it doesn't necessarily mean that he is IMing someone else (although, it might be the case,) but, if he is using Emerald, he's staring at your boobs. Don't take offense, we have them for a reason, and in SL, we know what it's for *wink*
Another observation I've made lately, prior to this "jiggly boob" epidemic is that designers have been making GREAT progress in the area of cleavage. Exciting news, right?! Well,yes, you see Laqroki has released a cleavage option that you wear, not much different than that shading one of the past (the name escapes me at the moment, and I'm not going to obsess or stress about it.) The positive to this option is that they made it to shade their skins perfectly, the negative is that it takes a clothing layer. I like to wear tats...please don't make me choose between my tats and my boobs. There is no winner there.
Both Belleza and League have skins that give you the cleavage option in their actual skins! Yes, exciting and VERY well done. I'm sure there are more, and if you know of them, please share! I was obsessed with my boobs before, I am obsessed even more so now. Maybe next time I'll talk nipples, because they need some attention! <3

I Need Your Help!

Something VERY exciting is happening today!

There has been a hole in the blogosphere for a little while now, but that is about to change.

My favorite person in SL, and the author of one of my favorites blogs has returned.  She has been gone for a bit, and I have missed her deeply.  But today she makes her return, and I have been blessed that she agreed to write on this blog.

She has a very unique style and perspective on things.  I have given her cart blanche to write about anything she so desires, which is exactly what I liked about her previous blog.

I am sooooo thrilled to have her here!

Ladies and Gentleman, please help me welcome the incomparable....

Rylan Carling!

*kisses her hand

Better, Stronger, Faster - Part Deux

In Part 1, I talked about how Second LIfe had become very slow on my laptop.  I went through the 1st phase of my search for the reason.  Now it is time for phase 2.

So, after cleaning up my laptop as much as I possibly could, I did two more things.  I upgraded my hard drive and memory. 

Upgrading my hard drive was very simple, thanks to a program called Casper (http://www.fssdev.com/).  This program allows me to make a complete image copy of my hard drive to a new hard drive, then just swap out the drive in my laptop.   So I got myself a 500 gig 7200rpm 2.5 inch hard drive, plugged it into my usb external hard drive case, and cloned my drive.  After the cloning was done, it took me 5 minutes to swap out the hard drives (Thank you Dell, for making a laptop that is easy to work on).  BOOM!  brand new system.

I also maxed out my memory on the laptop.  I had not done it before now because there was some question as to whether our not my model would take any more memory.  Dell said no, but many other people said it would.  I found a website where someone documented how he upgraded his Dell laptop (same model as mine), and the bigger memory worked great.  So I jumped in and upgraded.  It's working GREAT!  Now I can have Second Life, Photoshop, and my porn running at the same time! (kidding about the porn, you pervs).

So with all THAT done, now it was time to see just how fast Second Life would run.

I blogged a while ago (and yes I am way to lazy this morning to find the actually entry) about Linden Labs making the Second Life Viewer open source, and the impact that it would have on it.  That impact is really starting to be felt.

There are now several "alternate" viewers available to run Second Life.  You can see most of them listed here - http://wiki.secondlife.com/wiki/Alternate_viewers#Third-party_Viewers

I decided to start looking into them more, because I was reading more and more about them from other users, mostly on Plurk. (http://www.plurk.com)

The thing about viewers, is that they are in my humble opinion, somewhat personal.  People talk about "features" of viewers, and I have found that one persons "absolutely have to have, complete deal breaker" feature is kinda "oh, well, sure, I suppose that would be nice" feature to me, and probably visa versa.  So I had previously only taken a cursory look at some of the alternate viewers up until now.  But I was now on a mission to see if ANY of them helped with my lag problems.

Being a software programmer for many years, and a software tester for many years before that, I needed a way to quantify my testing.  This is when I remembered something I had seen in one of the viewers menus a while ago: The Statistics bar (located under the View menu or Cntrl-Shift-1).

This bar gave me a way to quantify what I wanted to see.  It was when I brought this bar up that I really saw just how bad things had gotten.  I was running at about 2 fps (frames per second), and things were just taking WAY too long to rez.   I won't go into all the technical details of frames per second, but if you know anything about gaming, that really sucks.

Now, I looked into more stats.  I was not having any packet loss.  My bandwidth usage seemed a bit low, given that i was on a 10 meg ISP connection.  So I tripled checked that I was getting the bandwidth I was paying for.  I use http://www.speedtest.net, and picked a server that was in San Francisco, since that would be close to Linden Labs.   Sure enough, I was getting my 10 megs down, and 2 megs up.  My ISP was not the problem.

I ran a few more internet tests including a new http://www.pingtest.net by the people from speedtest.  No hops that were slow, everything seemed perfect there.

Now there is a LOT of other stats on this information bar, and to be honest, I have not delved into what all of them mean.  I really only care about how fast things "work" for me.  But these numbers did give me something concrete to compare.

So, I cleaned out ALL of my Second Life Viewers, and started over.

Not only was I watching my frame rates, but also just how long things at my home took to rez.  I set my graphics settings to medium, and kept the draw distance down to 96 meters for my testing.  I did turn up all the boxes, shaders, reflections, etc, just to see how it would all work. 

I also would chat with my friends in IM, to see what the typing lag would be like, while things were rezzing.  I have noticed that when things seem to get very graphic intensive, that my typing becomes a real chore.  I know typonese is somewhat expected, but it does not need to be THAT bad.

So I tested the current main Viewer, the First Look Viewer, SnowGlobe, Emerald, and imprudence.

I don't want to get into what is in each of these viewers, because there are so many new things, but I will point out a few.  The "Worn Items" tab in inventory is great.  Nice to see all the attachments that you forgot you had on.  Putting the windlight settings in a button on the main screen is great for photography also.  Some of the new minimap features are pretty cool too.  Each viewer has its own set of features, so you do have to try each one, and see which set of features you like.

The one feature that has been getting a LOT of chatter recently is the new "effects" option.  The actual name of it is "Enhanced physics on avatar breasts".  My name for it?  Jiggly Boobs.

I have been amazed at the chatter that this has caused.  What is even more amazing to me is that the chatter is coming from the women, not the guys.  I cannot tell you how many times after this feature was released that I would ask a friend what she was doing and the answer would be "standing here watching my boobs jiggle".  Swear to god! 

Anyway...I did not come here to talk about boobs.  I will save that for another day...:)

Back to my quest for speed.  I started with the main viewer as a benchmark.  My FPS was around 2, but even more so, it was just taking FOREVER to rezz textures and especially sculpties. 

I then moved on to the First Look, then Snowglobe.  Slowglobe seemed to run a bit better, but my FPS was still around 3, and while it seemed a bit faster, was not significant.  

Next was Imprudence, then Emerald.  I will admit that I looked around at some of the other new features added, but since it was not my main goal, I did not spend too much time on them.  I had to keep looking.  Honestly I was getting a bit sad, because nothing seemed to be helping.  I was beginning to think I was either just gonna have to bite the bullet on a new laptop, or minimum, try the video card upgrade I have read about on the web.  Either way, it was gonna take some work.

I looked at one other viewer, called "Cool Viewer".  The original one I downloaded did not seem to make that much difference.  I decided to give up for the night, because I was just too depressed.

As I woke up the next morning, something flashed in my memory.  I had seen something in my searches, or on plurk about another version of the Cool Viewer.  I came back to my desk, and started my search.

It didn't take long to find it.  Boy Lane had been working on a version of the Cool Viewer.  There was a note in her blog about how there was a problem with older ATI cards that caused them to run slow.  She had fixed it in her version.  It was not the latest and greatest version out there, but at this point, I didn't care.

I downloaded her version, and I could not believe the difference!   My frame rate was bouncing between 6 and 10 (which I know is still slow, but OMG!), but things were rezzing, sculpties were forming....and my typing was not delaying!  I just about jizzed in my..um..I mean..I was VERY excited!

I played around quite a bit on it, going to busy sims, some with lots of sculpties, some just with a lot of people.  I am sure compared to some of the newer laptops and desktops, I was still very slow, but on my system, Second Life had become completely usable again!

Now for the disclaimer.  This version may not help you, with your particular issues.  And it does not have all the new features that are coming out now in the Emerald and other viewers, but to be honest, while those features are nice, I would rather be fast.

I have seen this complaint over and over in discussion forums.  People screaming at LL to fix the reliability and speed of Second Life, and don't spend so much time on the frivolous new features.  I will make the same argument for my use of this version of Boy Lanes Cool Viewer.  Speed trumps fancy features.

You can fine Boy Lanes version of the Cool Viewer here (http://my.opera.com/boylane/blog/).

Now, for my final comment.  The fact that Boy Lane was able to find a way to fix a speed problem in the current drivers, makes me wonder how many other “issues” exist in the existing code that would speed the client up?  I have a few ideas of areas that probably need some serious work, given the work that I have done on my system.  I have looked into downloading all the source code to look around myself, but honestly, I have enough on my plate as it is.   So I am not complaining at all about all the work that has been done on the viewer so far.

I just wonder, given all the complaints that people have about speed, if there is anybody out there who DOES have the skills, and the time to work on the viewer, to look into some things that might make the client faster for everybody?

I hope that there is.  In the meantime, I would personally like to thank Boy Lane for all her work on the Cool Viewer.  She has made my Second Life usable again, and for that, I bow at her feet!

Happy Sunday Everybody!